Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I have heard many photographers comment that to be busy is good.
I think from a commercial/economic point of view, to be busy means more work means more income, hence it has to be good.
However, from an artistic development point of view, if i am a very busy wedding photographer, would I still be able to persist with the passion and fresness and the artistic "eye" everytime I approach a new wedding?

Debatable. Deep in my mind, i know that I am more of a "laid-back" photographer.
Call me lazy (my wife is very good at that), or crazy (she copyrighted that word on me as well), I don't want to be so busy.
I want to have time to do research by looking at more photographs, magazines---not just about wedding, but also about fine art, photojournalism, landscape; not just contemporary, but I would like to go back in time to see how people in the past did it too.

I feel that what the past masters did was something really classic and can easily stand tall against the test of time.
I see that many of today's photographers are too self-absorbed and self-indulgent. Maybe I am old already, but there are many images that they brand as "artistic" or "creative" which i don't quite understand, but let's keep that for another day.

I don't want to be so busy that I have to sit at the desk and post-process my images the whole day. That's not what I trained for and not what I am good at.

Time to explore, to do portfolio review critically, to experiment. That's what I love to do.

Do I want to be the famous cook who fries his signature hor fun again and again, day in day out, or would I prefer to use my culinary knowledge to experiment and come up with new dishes every month? I think the answer is obvious.

Guess the choice bogs down to between making a living and making a difference.

i am working towards the latter, and better still, to get paid for it.

2 comments:

jingh24 said...

Why do i feel that watever you are saying is so close to my heart? I m running clinics now and see patients at the rate of 5-10min per consult. It s pity cos I like to talk to the kids to find out more abt their lives but the workload jus does not allow it and I will be grateful if they dun complain abt the long waiting time. Go for it KC, in the ideal world we must smell the roses as we tread along(This much I learn fr yusman). Then this road will be sweeter and we can last longer.

Anonymous said...

i am fiercely jealous of those who've found something they love doing and a way to get paid for it. you are in that very enviable position and if it means being lazy or crazy on certain days helps to keep you together so you can continue doing what you do, so be it! good luck and don't stop, because you're one helluva photographer!